LeftMeHollow

My hands are growing more & more, tired & frail. But I never thought I’d see callouses growing on, more than just my hands & feet. No, I never thought I’d see. Callouses growing on my heart & soul, more & more. I never thought I’d see... The broken skin 
will fall away in time.
 New skin to take its place. 
Will it heal this time?

 The broken skin 
will fall away in time.
 New skin to take its place. 
I hope it heals this time. I feel emotions I’m missing out on. Bury your hands deep in my soul. Wrap your arms around me tonight. Because the numbness will subside and

Looking around I see this society of hypocrisy we wake up in every day consistently slipping on our dreams we wake up in a bed of lies Wandering around the streets I need put on my disguise Taking another sip of what we call freedom if I'm so free why am I always held back Always feeling like I'm under attack my teachers always pushing me back doctors trying to tell me I need Prozac Because I'm reaching for something more something that can't be found in a class room Where I am known as the disturbance cause I seek to shake the walls that surround us rattling the cages we're all in taking down what masks us as dreamers seeking the truth of w

I am the artist... Exhausted by constant pulsing waves of obsession. An obsessed mind to find the fine lines drawn together by distant memories. A symphonies design by blind eyes and deaf ears. I am the artist... A calloused hand of a maliced man binding tight around a medium. The ghosts that pass coming to light; I am the dark shadow lining the canvas. Sitting in fear that I won't like what I see I cannot bare it, what will It be. all eyes on the performer... am I the puppet; strings lining my body. like a bug in a spider web - I am caught. All eyes on the performer.. What is it that controls my every motion, looking deep inside the

Is it even possible? Can I run even deeper? To hide myself inside myself Your voice is calling me outside I'm stuck twisted and crawling My heart is falling for all to see My heart is falling away from me Did you ever see me for who I am? or did you stick an image in your head? What did you have in mind for me? Who did you want me to be? There can't be any hope for me now I've fallen away from your image I'm starting to see That this wasn't about you and me I just wanted to be free while your sinking your hooks deeper Pulling me up slowly to your pedestal Now everybody can see my heart Falling away from me For all to see Your falling away fro

I'll never forget that day of hate It got me questioning everything When I learned of your fate How could you be taken away so young, I was Watching time tick by so slow couldn't see how life's so fragile realizing yours went out the window we had taken it all for granted Without notice, they could be gone Never forget - the people around you. Its sad but true, what's done is done. Never forget and live with no regrets. We all know its hard to move on but you know you got to keep going. So keep that smile wide my friends, Cause its what he would have wanted. Will always find you in that crowd upfront with your arms wide. Always pushing h

When the fog sat out that morning. With the scent in the air of spring, it looked me in the eye and saw me mourning as I sat in our flat staring at your ring. Was it fate that brought us together? Was it god that took you from me? These questions without answers Leaving me broken and cold As I sit in my head, I'm taken back years ago to a place that was never sad. I saw you there by the ol' creek shack. How we both wanted something we never had Maybe it was the way of rays and how the sunset hit your face. Maybe it was just your gaze, that had led me on that chase. When the fog sat out that morning. With the scent in the air of spring, it

I Feel the venom ripping your veins - casually A crown of thorns stuck in your head - blasphemy Thousand needles resting in your remains - agony Fighting back the urges of malice for my fallacy - Callously I'm checking my back at every moment panicking - Profanity Sanity is feeling the dark remorse but I don't - cradling, restraining Where the hell am I - And what have I done - enabling, exclaiming Exclaiming enabling, the restraining cradling of sanity Callously in agony committing blasphemy casually Exclaiming enabling, the restraining cradling of sanity Callously in agony commuting blasphemies casualties. Percepts a hundred perc

Let me look through your eyes So I can see, can see the people tearing you apart Let me feel your heart beat So I can feel, can feel the death that will become us "I can't breath when you..." I feel the lungs of the world gasping for every ounce of air "...are blind to my pain" we are the end of all will be the watchers of the fall...

Living life without privacy A human experiment gone wrong We're a burden from the beginning A tunnel shoots through my soul A melting pot of frowning thoughts, my mind turn away from me. A sharp pain of regretful thoughts, my hearts skips away from me. Can you burn it all down, tear me away from conformity. It'll riddle me with holes, tunnels from bottom to top A melting pot of frowning thoughts, my mind turn away from me. A sharp pain of regretful thoughts, my hearts skips away from me. We build the nightmares, praying to find were soulless. Looking out for the dreams of where our soul is. Finding the twisting warped me, what do people

I know you find me a little predictable. But hold on, give me a moment. Cause I can change. Oh ya I can change. You aren't listening, this sickness is deafening. Why won't you take it from me. Why can't you take this from me. Am I all you can hear? Am I only right here? I'm only right here. where are you? Where are you? Don't think that your clever with words that can sever. Cause I won't be here forever. No I won't be here forever. I've got something to say to you, It won't be so beautiful. No it won't be so beautiful to you,- it will only be pitiful.